Friday, July 17, 2009

cherish your children

This evening, Kanoa, Kala‘i and I will attend a memorial service for a 16 year old boy, Kai‘o...who tragically died in a car accident last week. His grandma works with my mom. I've been helping the ‘ohana design the program for the services, so have been getting to know him a little bit through the pictures and poems that have been submitted for the program. I look at my boys - Kanoa's the same age - and pray, so hard, for Kai‘o's ‘ohana...for their loss and the pain of missing him.

I can't imagine it...so I say, mahalo ke Akua! Thank God, praise the Lord every day that your child is there for you to wake up, to run around to various activities, and yes, to even nag. Better yet, take a moment to hug your child and thank God. Let your eyes light up when you see your child at the end of a long day...for isn't that what we live for? Aren't they our future, the light of our lives? I know my boys are. So ‘ae, mahalo ke Akua.

This song by Nā Leo Pilimehana reminds me of feeling so blessed when both of my boys were born...

You Don't Remember

You don't remember
I'll never forget
That blessed day when we first met
And I saw the face I always knew
The little smile, the little you

You don't remember
I'll never forget
One day in my life I will never regret
To feel such love I never knew
All bundled up right there in you

(Chorus)
As I held you near my heart I understood at last

The part of me I never met
You don't remember
But I'll never forget

You don't remember
I'll never forget
That blessed day when we first met
And when I heard your voice I realized the truth
Everything in my life would lead me here to you

You don't remember
I'll never forget
One day in my life I will never regret
A gift so precious giving me my angel love
Truly a miracle of God above

(Chorus)

And when I look into your eyes
I see the reason why I've lived my life

(Chorus)

Oh you don't remember
But I'll never forget
You don't remember
But I'll never forget

Thursday, July 2, 2009

almost lover

Don't you just love when you come across a song that resonates with you? Here's one my heart could have written this past spring...


Almost Lover

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Hawaiian* lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be
So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do


We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you would never let me forget these images
I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be
So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
But so you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be
So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do


~ A Fine Frenzy

*(Spanish)